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Christina  

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  • Deviant since Aug 12, 2004, 5:45 PM
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Chapter 5--Jason's Message
in Mystery on 4/9/08
Chp.4-The Investigation BeginsWhen I woke up the next morning I was anxious. I had tossed and turned the whole night and the times that I actually did sleep were spent in dreams about my brother. I had forgotten to turn the heater on before I went to bed so the apartment was freezing! I jumped out of bed and quickly put some clothes on. There was still thirty minutes before I had to wake my son up for school so I went outside to smoke a cigarette.  
 
 It was cold and foggy outside. I couldn’t tell the difference between the smoke from my breath and the smoke from my cigarette. There was a random dog running around downstairs and I thought for a moment Chp.4-The Investigation Begins
in Mystery on 4/3/08
Attack of the scribbles
in Miscellaneous on 3/17/08
Chp.3-Jonathen Chas,Privat EyeFinding a private investigator was proving harder then I thought. It wasn’t so much the “finding” I was having problems with; it was finding one that I trusted. Everywhere I had gone so far seemed like a scam. Everyone looked professional but I have had plenty of experience with first impressions being completely misleading. After about the fifth place I went into I was ready to give up. As I was pulling out of the Jack in the Box drive way I noticed a small, shabby building. It looked as if it should be condemned. The name on the building was “Budget Investigations.” That sounded like my kind of place. I did a quick, Chp.3-Jonathen Chas,Privat Eye
in Mystery on 3/11/08
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Surreal DreamsI wonder why I feel so bad most of the time but I don't have tears to wipe away.  Maybe they're invisible but if that's the case and they aren't real why do they burn so much?   
I came to the conclusion the quality of life was degrading.  All I could think about then was how there's no refunding it since no idiot would put a warranty on a life.   
I dream about helping others but when I do it in real life it makes me feel unstable.  Where's the reward I'm supposed to feel and why am I looking for it instead of the thank you I'm supposed to get?  The answer may be because I get neith Surreal Dreams
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Musings of the living deadI wonder a lot, even as I live about what it's like to be dead.  I come to that there isn't that many big differences, but questions to be asked.   
I trudge through my life and work tirelessly for others.  I haven't found enough of a use for my time so I may as well waste it productively.  A good doormat has perfect attendance and never calls in sick.     
Violence is a brief yet often permanent fix for a problem.  I contemplated what good a bullet in the brain would do and I didn't come up with anything really good but at the same time...it's something that simply cannot Musings of the living dead
by *Ex1
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Fuck it

Journal Entry: Tue May 6, 2008, 1:46 PM
  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: Hide and seek
  • Drinking: Nothing
I am done. I am sick of trying to please everyone. This world is insasiable! (i probably spelled that wrong but I don't care) It seems like no matter what I do no one is happy!!! I go on day after day..."yes sir," "yes ma'm" "....and how would you like your ass kissed today?" FUCK IT! Screw everyone. I still can't figure out why I am even writing this stupid journal. None of you are going to read it... (except for maybe 2-3 people and I thank them in advance--you know who you are)

There is no point in continuing. NONE. Call me what you want. Emo...poser...wanna-be...I have heard all the labels and despise them equally. There is nothing that anyone can say to me now...I am finished. I may or may not keep my profile on DA...I haven't really decided if it is worth my effort yet.

As for deviations...there are none, and probably not for a while (if ever again.) I have lost my muse and am not looking for it. Sorry to those of you who care (if there is anyone--again...excluding maybe 2-3 of you) I give up. Say what you will for it will not effect me...not anymore.

I...I guess what my point is....simply put....


F*U*C*K ~ I*T.

Sincerely,
Christina

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: in the world
  • Interests: Reading, writing, living
  • Favourite movie: The Boondock Saints
  • Favourite band or musician: Seal- Kiss By A Rose
  • Favourite genre of music: rock!! Or anything
  • Favourite artist: Krista--Klepp
  • Favourite poet or writer: all of them
  • Favourite photographer: um...I don't know
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: i don't have an MP3 :shakes fist: Damn it!
  • Favourite game: None-- right now.
  • Favourite gaming platform: None
  • Favourite cartoon character: Johnny-- JTHM
  • Personal Quote: Courage is not the abssence of fear; it is the pressance of fear and the will to go on
  • Tools of the Trade: Patience

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^GeneratingHype:iconGeneratingHype: Apr 3, 2008, 2:47:34 AM
Thank you kindly for the :+fav: and the :+devwatch:! The support really means a lot.

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Suggest a Lit DD today!
~ShesAJunky:iconShesAJunky: Dec 10, 2007, 4:13:27 PM Mood: Affection
Christina!!! We miss you!!!

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Number one in the Hood G.
~StuartR:iconStuartR: Sep 15, 2007, 5:03:09 AM
Thanks so much for the fave! :-) Long time no speak :hug: How are you?

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"Life in Lubbock, Texas, taught me two things: One is that God loves you and you're going to burn in hell. The other is that sex is the most awful, filthy thing on earth and you should save it for someone you love." Butch Hancock
~Dark-Absolution:iconDark-Absolution: Sep 15, 2006, 12:34:14 PM
YOU HAVE BEEN KISSED!!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)


*dingding* RULES:
1- You can kiss the person who kissed you!
2- You can't kiss the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- kiss 6 other people
4- You should kiss them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitely get started kissing right away!

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Send to 10 of your friends to show them how much luv u have for them. If u get this back it means u r luved 2x as much!

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There's someone dead in the bath.... And i cant bear to look, so is it you?? :sadangel:
*Ex1:iconEx1: Sep 6, 2006, 4:32:29 PM
*smiles* Thanks for the fave on The Only One [link]

*sighs* Are you the one?

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Death before dishonor.

Ex
~Oriel-Danger:iconOriel-Danger: Jun 22, 2006, 10:38:02 PM
Than ks for teh faves :)
~Nina16:iconNina16: Jun 21, 2006, 8:14:51 PM
wow, you know what...I didn't even remeber I get these things...heh, I guess I should check more often ^^

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"How did I get here?
And what went wrong?
Couldn't handle forgiveness,
And I'm far beyond gone."
--Shine Down--
Thanks to ~Falln-Avatars for tha avatar!!
*Ex1:iconEx1: Jun 13, 2006, 12:20:17 PM
Have a pageview. *smiles gently* Thanks for the fave on Seven Story Swan Dive. I appreciate it. I just haven't had the time or computer power to answer my messages.

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Death before dishonor.

Ex
~luv-always-remains:iconluv-always-remains: Jan 3, 2006, 1:33:53 AM
hiya, thanks for the fave, your stuff is soo gr8 hun! keep u the good work! :)
~Nina16:iconNina16: Jan 1, 2006, 4:48:28 PM
well of course you are. My niece wants to write her name ... here it is... kayla......Yay!!

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"How did I get here?
And what went wrong?
Couldn't handle forgiveness,
And I'm far beyond gone."
--Shine Down--
Thanks to ~Falln-Avatars for tha avatar!!
~Klepp:iconKlepp: Dec 31, 2005, 3:02:46 PM
:#1: Happy New Year! :w00t!:
~SolarDragon:iconSolarDragon: Dec 31, 2005, 5:23:03 AM
I love your Avatar! :giggles:

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"Never take life too seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway."
~Klepp:iconKlepp: Dec 30, 2005, 11:04:38 PM
I GOT THE JOY JOY JOY JOY DOWN IN MY HEART
~Klepp:iconKlepp: Dec 27, 2005, 6:42:35 PM
sorry its very much late but thank you kindly for all the comments and the add <3

krista
~Nina16:iconNina16: Dec 10, 2005, 11:01:39 AM
Thank you!! :hug: :dance:

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"How did I get here?
And what went wrong?
Couldn't handle forgiveness,
And I'm far beyond gone."
--Shine Down--
Thanks to ~Falln-Avatars for tha avatar!!
~Dark-Absolution:iconDark-Absolution: Dec 8, 2005, 1:51:04 PM
:glomp: hey thanks for the watch and the comment, you have some great work here! you deserve to be watched also. :D and happy birthday for the 1st.

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There's someone dead in the bath.... And i cant bear to look, so is it you?? :sadangel:
~Nina16:iconNina16: Dec 1, 2005, 6:27:44 AM
TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY.. :sing: Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me...
~Nina16:iconNina16: Dec 1, 2005, 6:26:11 AM
I get the pictures from quizilla. com just right click on them and save them.
*Ex1:iconEx1: Nov 30, 2005, 8:57:29 AM
You're pretty good. I'll give you a watch, you deserve one. I happen to like fixed poetry.

By the way, where do you get those preview pictures? I'm a sucker for angels...

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Death before dishonor. [link]

~Ex1
*dutchshun:icondutchshun: Sep 19, 2004, 2:43:37 PM
Just click on my name just under this message, ~~Dutchshun, it will take you straigth to my pge if you click on it/ then click on the blue ink pen icons, they will open my poems, or if you click on Deviant Art Gallery, it will open my gallery of about 87 poems or more.
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